just breathe.

i love you, forever and always.

well you showed me how it feels, to feel the sky within my reach.

so lately i've just been feeling really good.

honestly its auditioning. and singing and acting. i love it. every minute of it.

yeah it makes me nervous sometimes i feel like im going to collapse under it all, but honestly

nothing makes me feel more alive.

its funny, because it can be like freezing cold outside and i can have two tests the next day and tons of homework i haven't done, but being with you and singing it just takes it all away. it breathes into me. its like i cant breathe without those moments and without those kinds of things. they keep me going.

i think it goes back to when i did the american idol in disney. i keep thinking about that. because when i sang and after the last note, as the music faded and people started to cheer

i felt infinite, unstoppable, beautiful, worthy, accomplished, happy.

so happy.

those are the moments i live for.

those are the kind of moments that forever define the other moments you have, is the highest standard to which you compare every other feeling.

i want to feel like that again and for the first time in a while,

i feel like i'm going to, and it's through this and with you and it makes me so excited.

andd tomorrow is the last day before break :D

so i have borders days and christmas and family and YOU and friends to look forward to.

there is so much to look forward to thats coming up for us maggie. i'm so excited!

and im so happy we're doing this together =]

andd i am also very happy that you're happy.

i'm there for you always, love. =]

happy birthday.

(i love that one, everything applies except for the burning touch of your fingertips.. more of a couple thing i would say haha :p)

don't know why i'm still afraid, if you weren't real i would make you up, now.

i wish that i could follow through, i know that your love is true and deep, as the sea.

but right now everything you want is wrong,

and right now all your dreams are waking up

and right now i wish i could follow you,

to the shores of freedom where no one lives.

basically this is an all graphics/quotes post to celebrate your birthday. =]

i love you.

remember darling all the while, you belong to me.

those pictures remind me of summer.

lazy days, laying in the grass and of course alice in wonderland.

i want that back so badly especially now.

this week has been craziness already, so much stuff due and things to catch up on. so much to keep up with. i know i can do it, but sometimes i don't think i can.

its just that its so easy to lose myself in summer, you know?

even now i could spend an hour in my dreamland in my summer, reliving everything, being with you and in the sun and splashing in the waves with tara and shannon and being so free.

it's like being back at school chains you.

summer is endless, its limitless. you can do whatever you want.

i suree can't go out on a school night and do whatever i want to do, can i?

its that freedom that i crave, what i find myself wanting every time something's assigned or due, every time someone does something stupid that i could just avoid if it was summer.

i feel like we are summer soulmates in a way, you really understand how much i want it back because you want it back too, maybe even more than i do.

i need to start physically counting down the days like on a calendar or something haha.

there's so many places i want to be right now.

summer, my lake house in maine, california.

i just need to push past all the stress and remind myself ill be back there someday hopefully soon. thats what you need to do too my dear!

andd i cannot wait to make more summer memories. :]