remember darling all the while, you belong to me.

those pictures remind me of summer.

lazy days, laying in the grass and of course alice in wonderland.

i want that back so badly especially now.

this week has been craziness already, so much stuff due and things to catch up on. so much to keep up with. i know i can do it, but sometimes i don't think i can.

its just that its so easy to lose myself in summer, you know?

even now i could spend an hour in my dreamland in my summer, reliving everything, being with you and in the sun and splashing in the waves with tara and shannon and being so free.

it's like being back at school chains you.

summer is endless, its limitless. you can do whatever you want.

i suree can't go out on a school night and do whatever i want to do, can i?

its that freedom that i crave, what i find myself wanting every time something's assigned or due, every time someone does something stupid that i could just avoid if it was summer.

i feel like we are summer soulmates in a way, you really understand how much i want it back because you want it back too, maybe even more than i do.

i need to start physically counting down the days like on a calendar or something haha.

there's so many places i want to be right now.

summer, my lake house in maine, california.

i just need to push past all the stress and remind myself ill be back there someday hopefully soon. thats what you need to do too my dear!

andd i cannot wait to make more summer memories. :]