well, everyone i know has got a reason to say push the past away.

i don't know how all of this makes me feel.

there are times when what happened felt amazing, and when you replay it so much in your head that you can feel it all over again and you just want to be back there reliving it, because it's not going to happen again.

and then there's that little part of you that was supposed to make you whole

but feels so empty.

its like that feeling where you just feel a little bit let down.

what was i expecting, really?

i'm not exactly sure.

i don't even know if i really knew what i wanted.

this makes it sound horrible

and it wasn't.

at

all.

this is just the aftermath a little bit. the feeling in the back of my mind.

i don't really know what to make of it. so im just typing it all out to get it out because thinking about this is seriously going to rip me apart.

you know how i overthink

and im startingto.

not even. i already am, i mean, duh.

alejrnaejkrne

i need to see you. like tomorrow.

i need to tell you everything in person.

i really miss you.

i loveyou.