Saturday, May 30, 2009

I'm don't know why it's not so clear, but I feel I've known you for years, laughing cause we've got nothing to lose.


last night was really, really fun.
i didn't really expect to have fun, honestly.
i basically thought i was just gonna hang around on the outside feeling fat? haha.
but for some reason last night i didn't feel self concious. except my bathing suit bottoms almost fell off a few times, but it's okay, haha.

i felt includedd. and just happy. happy to be a part of things. happy to finally have amazing friends who were all together. happy to finally do things on friday nights. 
if that was the start of summer, i'm really excited ! 
and tar and linds had a blast. i'm so glad. i love them so much and i'm really glad everyone totally got along! it was so cool to have everyone together. except for like egan and the random guys who disappeared like the whole party? am i the only one who noticed that? haha :p

except for the creeps we didnt know, i got along with everyonee! except when i called ao "gayo" :p i couldn't resistt! and now he probably hates me more but whateverr.
even when gar was being sucha weirdo i was like gar just stop. no one wants to see you dancing like that. and hes like i love you anjaa! i was like love you tooo! haha. idk that just made me feel better like he actually doesn't hate me. 
i always automatically think people hate me, haha. they usually dont,
except for gay-o :p

the only bad thingg is i have like a cold. my nose is stuffy and i've been coughing but it's not horrible. 

i really miss you.
i want to hear all about your night.
you need to blog again, asap.

i love youu. forever. :]

1 comment:

maggs said...

love the graphics and title as usual :p
but i'm so glad u had fun, i had a lot of fun too. and my bottoms were also super challenged :p
but it was really fun :D and totally the start of summer :p nd yes creeps disapearing = amazing :]
and garr was gay what else is new :p
meh and i think everyones sick.
but its okayy
it was mucho fun
:DD