if i could be so bold, i'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand.

"I knew that there were no guarantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, or him, or anybody. Some things don't work out, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there."

-- This Lullaby, Sarah Dessen

i felt the need to write this after my post yesterday :p

which was like RAPE.

hahahah.

but after our lovely walk and talk in coldstone today which was amazing and so necessary,

i feel so much betterrr.

i didnt even really feel that way you know like it was just kind of a meh feeling for an hour

but now

as you know

i am very good =]]

except for the fact that he like, wont talk to me, and its upsetting

it shouldn't be that way though like i shouldn't feel too bad about this. i just get so like LRNAEWJRNEJLKNREK :p

anyways.

just thought id throw all this out there =]

loveyouuuu !!