everyone's a letdown, it just depends on how far down they can go..

By the time you swear you're his, 

Shivering and sighing, 

And he vows his passion is Infinite, undying — 

Lady make note of this: One of you is lying.

last night failed. like i don’t even know what to do, haha.

it was fun i guess. the most fun time was hanging out in the basement with you and tyler, maggie. like being out at the bonefire was kinda miserable. i felt really ignored and like its not like i have to be the center of attention at all! i just felt like everyone was having tons of fun and i was just like help. and, i got nowhere with any guys. i dont know what happened really. they didn’t talk to me, like, at all. and i was totally ignored by them. i’m really confused. and bummed out and i ALWAYS get my hopes up and i fall and i’m so so so sick of it. 

i really didn't want to get my hopes up buttttt of course i did, haha. and i can't talk to shannon about this, because i don't want her to get upset that i didn't have fun or anything, it was her night, and i think she had fun, and i want her to be happy. i don't want to be the fun sucker. hahaha. 

and i love that little poem thing :D i just finished reckless :D

and its so true likee. idk. guys. they just don't respond to me like i do to them.

i dont know what to do.