i don't shine if you don't shine.

yayyy. 

last night. was so fun. 

it was fun watching slumdog even tho i fell asleep, haha. 

and it was super super super fun hearing about you and gar. 

and of course being with you and shan bc like your my sisters? haha. 

im really happy for you. i know that you don't really know how you feel about him, but like, this is good. if you're happy, i'm happy, always. don't forgett that. 

springbreak. yes. i am so happy, so excited. i can't wait to have fun and be with friends like as much as possible, even tho i am going to miss shan like crazyyyyyyy. i wish she didn't have to go. i wish no one ever had to go. it's been so weird figuring out the group now, temporary 'replacements' and like what's happened to who we've lost but i think last night proved that it's going to be okay, you know? we're all best friends. we love each other. you can't seperate that, you know? things will change and shift and it's okay. it's all part of the plan. we can't worry about it. 

as long as i'm with you, it's all going to be okay. i love you, and shan, and everyone. so much. <3