Saturday, December 6, 2008

can we bring yesterday back around?

cause i know, how i feel , about you now. 

im gunna steal an idea from maggie and kind of comment on how i used to be. 

I'M ANJA and I consider myself modern-day royalty. 
^ not really anymore. 
reading over that? actually reading over my whole profile? i was so alive. i was so free. i didnt care what people thought (at least not as much as i do now.) i sounded so shallow in my profile but you guys know, that i was so different. i still laugh. but i cry. a lot. a lot more than i used to. 

dont you wish you didnt have to cry?
its thinking about something thats hard. but once you see the tears fall. drops of water but not really. its you. like spilling out, on the outside and everyone can see it touch it feel it. and you'd think that something so ugly and so horrible wouldn't happen, like ever, but its totally reversed. i wish it didnt have to happen. but then again dont we wish that about so much in life. especially now. 

kisses. anja 

1 comment:

maggs said...

oh anja,
you know i feel the exact same way like yeah i sounded shallow and young and such, but I also sounded free and so happy. and i miss it.
and yeah things were complicated in their own way back then but not like it is now at least we all had eachother. its different and sad.

keep writng ! i know i will!
love love love maggie