and it rains when you're here, and it rains when you're gone.

"Watching them, I thought again oh how we can't expect everybody to be there for us, all at once. So it's a lucky thing that really, all you need is someone."

- Lock and Key, Sarah Dessen

so. matt.

hahaha.

the truth is? i'm not sure if i like him. 

like, i don't want to like someone right now. and i hate myself for this. 

but like, i can't help it. and it also, like i don't know if i like him .

because when i see him im not like oh my godd!! or like my heart drops to the floor, like shan's when she sees peter. 

but i always care so much about what he thinks about me. and i always find myself like wanting to be around him. 

i think we just need to like hang out more because i honestly don't know him that well and he doesn't know me, you know? 

well i kinda know him from what you tell me maggie hahahaha :P

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i hate feeling this way. i am so freaking indecisive. haha

so this is short but it definitely is how im feeling. commentss? thoughts? concerns? haha.