so that title is from all you need is lovee :]] the beatles are love, im positive of it. today was crazy im not gunna lie. haha. there were times today where i was just like you know what there is no one in this school building right now who likes me or believes anything i say.
all the stupid accusations have been getting to me as is the fear. just fear. about anything i guess, friends telling friends, telling family <--- that's the worst.
but at the end of the day it got better. when i had to leave, sarah was just like anja. i love you.
and it really does turn things around. three words so simple, yet so intricate.
it can mean so much. it usually does. and it can be said in so many situations.
but i think it's in these that it's most powerful. when it's said when you need it most, whether the person saying it knows it or not.
and when it's shared between eyes, two mirrors into your soul communicating it between another person. that's when its most beautiful- when it isn't spoken.
the love that i have for my friends is so real like i would die without them, and i would die for them. "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."- john 15:13.
and like the title of this post i believe that this is all part of the plan. it's hard to believe it. like today at the 10 minute break? people were just saying things left and right, you did this, she did this, why ? i can't believe it, this is horrible, my life is falling apart. those were just some snippets of the conversations, haha. and at one point shan and i just looked at each other and she grabbed my hand and we ran into an empty room and collapsed onto the floor in the corner and just breathed. and said it's gonna be okay.
because it is. <3
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