girls just wanna have fun :D

this has been a great weekend so far!!

last night i went to dave's with shan and rach and just hung out with a bunch of people. 

it was fun. and just refreshing. i just needed to get out of the school environment, you know? 

then i had a sleepoverr with shan and anna. and they were just awesome like i kind of planned on having like a sad-movie-sob-session-eating-cookie-dough kind of night. but there were no tears only lots of laughs. we did eat the dough though :P

and yesterday i was able to talk to him. i talked with him for a little while and then all of a sudden we were alone in the room like everyone had left and i was like hey by the way all of my friends have been questioning you and im really sorry. i didnt tell them to do that. and he was just like its okay its okay. and i was like my friends are freaks. and he laughed. i love his laugh. hahaha. 

so i feel relief. i dont want to think about anything at this point except having a great time with my friends. im still sticking with everything but i won't let it control me like i did in the last week. i think i'm ready to live. :]