but anyway.
aekrbelkjbf this day was going well. nothing spectacular had happened but does it ever ??
and shan decides she is going to talk to youknowwho for me.
so i told her to do it SUBTLY. but i dont think it ended up that way.
so basically she was like who do you like? and he was like im pretty sure what your getting at.
she was like uh what? and he was like you want to know if i like anja dont you?
and she was like not particularly. i just want to know, she didnt tell me to ask you.
and he was like she's really nice. but i dont like her like that.
what!?!
like yesterday he likes me today he doesnt?
i dont know what to do. i am so upset.
like with the banquet fiasco? when he asked someone else?
i promised myself that i would never let myself fall that hard EVER again.
and now everyone is trying to help me but i just don't know who to listen to.
sam thinks i need to just throw myself into his life. kind of make him love me, persay.
shan thinks i need to completely ignore him and see if he notices and asks me about it, aka if he cares.
tara thinks that everyone was lying about him liking me so i should just move on.
the only thing i want to do right now is curl up in a hole and just die. or sleep for a very long time. or listen to sad songs and cry for a while (i'll probably end up doing that.)
like i said in my previous post I HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY.
this shouldn't be happening. i shouldn't be letting myself fall like this and i can feel myself falling but i don't know when i'm going to land. if ever.
this is horrible.
1 comment:
first off:
take a deep breath, it's okay, he's just a guy, remember that.
now, I think that you shouldn't listen to Sam because shes generally bad with this kind of stuff, and tends to hurt more than help. Honestly, you probably shouldn't have listened to her in the first place....and boys suck, they really do, they can change their minds and be very confusing, so don't think about the past (the banquet thing, and everything other people told you). Think about Peter and how he acts towards you because other people could be lying or interpreting things the wrong way..you know? I wouldn't give up on him just yet because I know you really like him and he makes you smile. So my advice is to not ask anyone to ask him anything or talk to him, or anything like that, because stuff gets all messed up that way. Keep talking to him normally, being a friend like everything's fine. Then really observe what he does, assess everything, be smart about it, and then decide if YOU think he likes you, if he's giving you signs and stuff. If he's not, his loss, then move on and be friends with him. If he is, then You, when the times right, should talk to him (in a subtle flirty way ;] of course)
Hope that helps! and please please feel better!! Remember i'm always here for you! :]
(and ill fix my stupid blog!)
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