Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i'm an addict for dramatics i confuse the two for love.

i love that quote so much. it reminds me to keep growing. and i am especially through all the stupid drama in our grade. 
and i think it goes along with the fact that even when things seem bad it will get better. its so easy to lose hope though like just a week ago i basically wanted to just disappear like i have the blog posts to prove it! hahaha. 
i have so much more hope now. and seeing some of my friends go through situations right now i just want to channel that into them because some of my best friends are really struggling. 
i have started talking to him more and he's commented to others about like how he likes that we've been talking more. im getting to know him a bit better and i'm happy about it. 
like today i was walking to the commons room and kess comes around the corner and says ohh my gosh. you are always so happy. you look so happy! and i was like haha whatt? 
but i guess that's good. usually i plaster on a smile even though i totally don't feel it. 
but lately i just want to smile! :D 

1 comment:

maggs said...

"you can tell me that you don't, babee. Liar, Liar, if were keeeping score" :) haha i love that song especially the line u have as the title. This is amazing. Especially because I've totally been feeling that way too! Like smiling every so much more and just having great days :D it's so much better than where we were before anja...hmm maybe blogging helps? :)
<33 u ! Stay happy always ! :D
maggs
and I know, people are going through some rough times, and we both defenitely know what it's like to be there, so i think we just gotta be there and help them in any way we can :DD