take me away and teach me how to fly.

so i just stumbled upon some good lyrics!! and i haven't listened to the song yet but i will like ASAP. here goes :

I saw you with your girl the other day
The two of you were standing by the door
I thought- they look good together
But he should be with me

I've got more feelings
I am more aware
That when her hand is inside yours
I can't even think

CHORUS:
put your hand in mine
put your heart in my care
put your wings around my shoulders
take me away and teach me to fly
teach me to fly

I'm gonna leave this town, gonna leave this place
I can't even stand to see her face
You know that
I would love you better, yes I would love you better

this is definitely how i felt when you know who and his banquet date like had a thing for like a week?? haha. i saw them walking around campus and i was like OPEN YOUR EYES I COULD DO THIS SO MUCH BETTER. LET ME. 

i'm definitely past that point. i was so desperately sad/hopeless/stressed. and i can't really blame myself like i guess looking back i dont know how else i was supposed to act. i'm a teenage girl. hahaha. 

flying. what is flying? 

its more than the actual motion of being in the air off the ground. 

its having nothing on your shoulders. being off the ground while still on it, so to speak. 

which is more powerful than actually being in the air, i think. 

it takes so much to get us to that point. that one point where you think wow. im free. 

at this point in time im not free. i have exams next week. stupid friend stuff.

but i hope i can learn to push it off more quickly and take up my wings because i can't let it linger.